so i am fearing burnout, fearing the feeling that i don't want to do this anymore. Because if i don't want to do this anymore, what am i going to do? And if i don't want to do this anymore it's harmful to keep doing it- i'm not helping anyone, doing more harm than good. there has been discouragement, disappointment, decline in #s and passion, i've been in need, my needs not met, there has been joy squashed into sorrow and hope pushed to pain, dreads shaved to stubble. i'm becoming less sure. I feel like i don't know how to do my job- which is the opposite of what should come with experience.
but i've seen this before. i've been broken before. i think i know what's happening here.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment